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For a period of time some additions and updates will be made on the Voices blog. Your input is welcome if you would like to add or update information about yourself or about our Class of '63 friends. You can contact me, Nicki Wilcoxson, on Facebook by sending a message to me there. Your contributions are welcomed. January 17, 2012

Saturday, June 27, 2015

The Looking Glass: Equality ... Equity ... and History....

by Jennifer Johnston

Friday, June 26, 2015 is a day that will be remembered and celebrated (perhaps not by some, but that is their problem) as a huge milestone in the history of our country....

On that date, by a vote of 5-4, the United States Supreme Court (Justices Kennedy, Ginsburg, Sotomayor, Kagan and Breyer) ruled that marriage may no longer be denied to a group of our citizens, specifically those consenting adults who choose to marry another consenting adult of the same sex. The ruling was a long time in coming, although it must be said that in the end, it actually came more quickly than perhaps might have been imagined just a few years ago. And although I know there are some who will disagree with me, IT WAS THE CORRECT RULING and should indeed have happened sooner.

I have never understood the rationale behind denying the fundamental rite (and right) of marriage to a huge class of our citizens.... Sorry, but religious objections should have NO CONSIDERATION and NO SWAY in what is a bedrock matter of civil rights.... It is VERY SIMPLE: If you don't want to marry someone of the same sex, if it is against your religious beliefs, then by all means DON'T!!!! No one will force you to do so. But don't try to deny that inalienable right to others...

"We hold these truths to be self evident, that all men are created equal." These stirring words, from our Declaration of Independence, adopted by Congress on July 4, 1776 are beautiful, inspiring ... and poignant.... For at the time of the Declaration of Independence, women were considered as chattel by their husbands; slavery was an institution (not only the slavery of black men and women and children, but of others, including the Irish); and in so many other ways, it was so obvious that ALL men (and women) were not considered or held equal in the eyes of the law....

However, I believe ... I have always believed ... that the Declaration of Independence, along with the Bill of Rights and the US Constitution, were written by good and decent men, who intended that those documents were only a template, and that they would be living, breathing instruments for the growth and future direction of our country, as times and attitudes changed and adaptation became necessary and required.... 

I remember when we were students at CHS there were more than one of our fellow students who were gay ... some might have been a bit more obvious than others, and I grieve still that they were subjected to taunts and slurs and unreasonable harassment ... and I know that there were others, who managed to "hide" within the majority student body, and only "came out" (if they EVER did) many years later.... Many people of our age, and younger, and older, wondered if this day of marriage equality would ever come during their lifetimes ... and sadly, for many, it did not.

So as we approach the July 4th celebration of our independence, let us note and rejoice that at very long last this group of people has been granted rights which they should have had all along, and resolve that discrimination against others is, ab initio, wrong.... And let us also resolve to continue to nurture and grow this country (which by the way was NOT founded as nor intended to be a Christian nation) WITH LIBERTY AND JUSTICE FOR ALL....

)O( 

Tuesday, June 2, 2015

Nicki and Jim ... Reflections ... and Auld Lang Syne....

by Jennifer Johnston

When I was young ... when all of us in the Childress High School Class of 1963 were young, more than half a century ago ... I was perplexed by the habit of my grandfather, W.C. Harp, to make frequent trips to the Childress Cemetery to "visit" with those he had known and loved, whose mortal remains rested there....

How morbid, I thought... How gross!!! How terrible to seemingly be looking forward to his own death, to leaving this life and rejoining those literal ghosts of the past. My teenaged mind rebelled against the thought....

But now, after my own decades of this life and watching so many that I have known and loved leave this world, I think I understand more of what was in my Papa's mind.... Truth: More people who were important to me, and who I dearly loved, have left this time and place than I will EVER meet again in this life.... But now I believe with all my heart and soul, as my Papa did, that I will see them again in another place and time, another life, another promised "future"....

Nicki and Jim, this is for you ... and for auld lang syne....

I will always remember Nicki and Jim as a couple; and indeed they were, almost from the moment they were introduced when Nicki's family moved to Childress before our Freshman year at CHS, although Nicki laughingly related a story for the Show and Tell blog about how absolutely mortified she was when she was first introduced to Jim.... Still, it is almost impossible to think of one without the other.... Indeed, they were lovely and graceful in their lives together, for 55 years (50 as man and wife) ... and fittingly I think, in death they were not long parted....

I had known Jim since childhood in Childress, one of the "gang" who played in the streets until dark sent us scurrying for home, and ran through lawn sprinklers, and attended each others' birthday parties, and Trick-or-Treated in costumed packs at Halloween.... By the time Nicki joined us, we had moved on to more typically teenaged pursuits such as dragging Highway 287 and Main Street and the City Park; stopping for cokes and 'burgers at the Dairy Mart; bowling at the new Childress bowling alley where Nicki's parents kept watchful eyes on us; trips to dance at the Blue Room; slumber parties; and trying to ensure that "Tuffy" Maddox wasn't around to note if our feet got a bit heavy on gas pedals, or were "busted" in some fun but ofttimes insane adolescent pranks....

Although of course I knew Nicki, we didn't actually "hang around" with the same people in high school, and it became a true blessing when she contacted me in late summer of 2007 to tell me about the blog she had just started, Relections on the Way We Were: The Class of 1963 of Childress High School. She mentioned that Clara Robinson Meek had said she should contact me to see if I was interested in working on the blog with her ... and the approximately two years that Nicki and I (joined on occasion by some others) worked together on that blog, and the ancillary blogs, Show and Tell and then Voices of the Class of 1963, proved not only to be amazing trips down the fabled Memory Lane, but also became some of the most treasured days of my life.... I was truly blessed to have the opportunity then to get to know Nicki, and Jim as well, as the wonderful, caring people they had by then become....

One further indirect and almost posthumous "gift" from Nicki and Jim, was to get to know their daughter Jami Wilcoxson Wilmarth, and to have a chance to read the blog she kept of their final days together, Aging Gracefully is an Oxymoron; and to see posts by their other daughter, Kim Wilcoxson Migliaccio and their grandson, Jordie Henry.... I never knew until their obituaries were published that Nicki and Jim had another daughter, Amy, who apparently did not survive infancy. But what a lovely family they raised and nurtured, and left with such a legacy of love and golden memories....

I will end this post with words I used in the Reflections blog on January 31, 2007 ... New Year's Eve ... which attempted to update the class on some friends and teachers who had died in the years since our graduation, and I believe it is fitting to recall them here....

"Auld" means "old" and "auld lang syne" translates literally from Scots as "old long since" ... or idiomatically, as "long long ago" or "days gone by:"

Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And never brought to mind?
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And days of auld lang syne?

Our answer to the questions posed in the song would be an emphatic "No." We should not forget who we once were, where we came from, and those who touched our lives so long, long ago ... even as we move inexorably from past through present into future.

In The Hundred Secret Senses, a bittersweet novel of the meaning of loyalty, sisterhood, fate, friendship, the supernatural and extraordinary love, author Amy Tan wrote:  "If people we love die, then they are lost only to our ordinary senses. If we remember, we can find them any time with our hundred secret senses ... memory, seeing, hearing, feeling, all come together...." The book's protagonist, Olivia, learns "the world is not a place but the vastness of the soul. And the soul is nothing more than love, limitless, endless, all that moves us toward knowing what is true." The ability to use our secret senses to "connect" with those who have gone before us allows us to realize the infinite quality of time.

Nicki and Jim, it was truly an honor and a great pleasure to know you, and you will certainly live in my memory, and in the memories of others, for as long as we are in this life.... I will continue to revisit our blogs from time to time, as I have always done, throughout the years and smile at the memories we made and recorded, together ... I will add to the blog as may be needed from time to time ... and I do believe that we and all those whose lives you touched and who loved you so much will see you again....


 (Post-Posting Note: Nicki may be laughing about this as I type.... It has taken me longer to try to post this than it did to write it.... Some problem with the fonts, though I have typed and retyped it.... Sometimes such things would happen and all I could do was throw up my hands and ask Nicki to try to fix it.... So am posting as it is, with apologies.... Nicki, if you're there.... (smile).... Rest well, my friend....)

)O(

Nicki Janice Sooter Wilcoxson       James Marvin Klosters Wilcoxson
October 7, 1945 - May 13, 2015    November 15, 1944 - May 23, 2015